G-a-w-d

Good Day ppls...yeah so many times I sat alone when u left, wondering if u would ever come back. Rethinking the words u said about. How u and him are just friends many times I heard u say that, when I would come home u would just hang up the phone and not say good bye to whomever it was u were talking to? I still question that at times, was it him or was it another, idk. Maybe it's just the fact that I'm home and not working is getting to me or have alot of time thinking of all this and that has happened to me, I ain't too sure what to think, even tho you do say u have friend and still do the same thing when I'm around just logged off so abruptly when I say it's okay for u to stay on when I just want a kiss. Is there nothing else u wanna say to me, anything at all?? Yeah seasons may change but my heart will always be broken, waking up just makes me ache how I mourn to keep your love and trust for you to talk to me, I was once ur friend too u told me all ur secrets and I told u mine, but I guess I ain't good enuff no more, that I'm just a hasbeen, such a loser I am...